My Dear Miss Hamilton

      I have at last received your long expected letter, for be assured that I
am not in default as I answered your very obliging letter of the 31st. of May
last a few days after it came to hand, & put it into the Post Office myself
for its greater security, & I am in hopes you will recollect having received that
letter which you might very well have forgotten, from the constant hurry of your
attendance. I am very glad to hear that your constitution seems to have
taken a turn so much for the better, but still I could wish that it might
not be put to too severe a trial, though I would strenuously recommend a
steady perseverance however attended with difficulties. I am persuaded
you require no incitement to carry you on, and I have the firmest hopes that
the period is not far distant, when finding yourself in a state of more
independence, you will look back with pleasure to the steps that
have led you to it. As I have every possible reason to be convinced of
the sincerity of your regard for me, the goodness of your mind united
to a sound understanding having inclined you to consider parts of
my conduct towards you in their proper light, my attachment to you
will for the remainder of my life be firm & sincere, & though my situation
will never permit me to be a useful friend, I shall at least be a safe
one, as I have an abhorrence to all oblique & interested ideas, and
your having hazarded a very dangerous step on my account was the
most convincing proof of your faithful attachment to me, but not
to be attempted again. I have now been fully Twenty Five years in
Ireland with the same Preferment, with connections avowedly superior
to almost any Persons of the same Profession in this country.
I have seen in that period of Time a series of Men of the lowest

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class with respect either to birth or merit raised to the highest stations
, to these they have ascended either by base marriages, by servile
situations in great Families, by being The Managers of Corporations &
Boroughs, not to mention country Schoolmasters & College Tutors. My
Rank in life, did not at my setting out, prompt me to aspire after merit
in any of these departments. I could have no other dependence but on
the zealous protection of my Family connections, and principally from a
great Personage having condescended to adopt his Royal Fathers intentions
towards me, which was most expressly signified to me upon various
occasions. But I am leading you through a tiresome deduction of
circumstances to the scope of my letter, which at last is this, whatever my
feelings may be from having been so long neglected & forgotten without indulging
myself in unavailing complaints, I mean to retire satisfied with the independent
state I find myself in by the bounty of Providence, & after having resigned
my Living, of which I have already notified my intention to my Bishop, I propose
to go to Geneva, there to reside for some time at least, solely for the benefit
of my children, where I shall superintend their education. My Son now
ten years old, has but a weak constitution, having never recovered the inoculation
. My Daughter now past thirteen years old is in a much happier
state, as she enjoys perfect health, her education being already well advanced
, and as she has talents to qualify her to reap every benefit from
the society of well educated persons. The idea of serving these Children
so essentially makes me overlook every thing that may not be so flattering
to myself. As for worldly views they will not enter much into my future
plan; the having at last put a period to painful pursuits after advancement
, will in itself be to me a state of happiness greater than I have ever
yet enjoyed. These were my Ideas & Wishes many years ago, but I permitted
them to give way to the persuasions of my Friends. If I could have --

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weakness enough at my age to engage in a new round of pursuits, to expect to
create new interests, for those I have are good for nothing, when old age has
overtaken me. I should most probably have cause to lament that my latter
follies were greater than my first. I propose to part with all my Personal
Property in this Country as soon as I can find Purchasers. The Management
of my Estates both here and in Scotland, is, I hope, in such a train as
will not require my Attendance. I will take care to give very particular
instructions that your Remittance may be made punctually.
My Affairs will not I believe permit me to leave Ireland sooner than the
Month of June next. I have already sold my House in Town, having
had the idea of passing the winter at my Villa, but finding it cold &
solitary I have taken a House in Sackville Street for the time I propose
to remain in Ireland & it happens to be one that I had formerly occupied
. I have long thought myself something of a Philosopher, I hope in the
retreat I have chosen to make further progress in sentiments of contentment
& cheerful resignation, for a dissatisfied & repining spirit is truly contemptible
. I please myself with the idea of being able to say when I
shall write to you from that retreat tandem tranquillus, I make
no Apology for a sentence of Latin, for I remember you once surprised
me with a whole letter in that language. If you should happen to
be in London when I pass through it I shall be most happy to call upon
you to assure you once more in Person that I am
                                                         My Dear Miss Hamilton
                                                         Your very faithful & Affectionate Uncle
                                                                   Frederick Hamilton
Ps...
Mrs.. Hamilton desires to be remembered
to you, pray do not forget me to
the Grevilles & Cathcarts to the Stormonts
only for form sake.